Operation: Heart Breaker

monroetta: ✿following back similar blogs✿

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monroetta:

✿following back similar blogs✿

Reblogging random posts cause i want that particular post to just disappear forever.

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:29:24 +0800

Reblogging random posts cause i want that particular post to just disappear forever.

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gnuliet: hot people are always hotter when you find out how nice they are

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:25:19 +0800

gnuliet:

hot people are always hotter when you find out how nice they are

nippled: nippled: throws flower petals at you be my friend

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:24:56 +0800

nippled:

nippled:

*throws flower petals at you* be my friend

me: reads fanfic.

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:24:19 +0800

me: reads fanfic.
otp: "i love you."
me: mutant noise
me: strokes screen
me: flails
me: drops laptop
me: rolls off of bed
me: rolls into space

i-maqine: b4by-gir4ffe: akahannah: i love this Oh my god...

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:24:05 +0800

i-maqine:

b4by-gir4ffe:

akahannah:

i love this

Oh my god this is so powerfully true. It’s actually scary how relatable this is. :/

my new fave poem omg

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22pictures: untitled by Orly V. on Flickr.

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22pictures:

untitled by Orly V. on Flickr.

book-answers: Hogwarts House Pride

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:13:58 +0800

book-answers:

Hogwarts House Pride

Too scared

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:11:32 +0800

I was broken too many times before already even if you see, I’m still really young. Sixteen is, right? So then I had this game plan in my mind to actually play the Player. Yeah like, being a player itself than being the one who’s played. I was actually feeling good when college started approaching near and lota of people started praising me. How I look, how much I’ve changed since graduation, how talented I am, and how much I’ve matured. The game plan was the only thing on my mind. “Leave them wanting more. And say you don’t need them anymore.”

But not until I read this story on wattpad (lol) where this girl plans a revenge on the most popular kid in the school who’s also the biggest jerk ever, even hurting her bestfriends in the past. She hates players. They are the reason her sister went into depression so you can just imagine how she really wanted to crush this jerk when she learned he loves her.

But then there’s this part that really struck me the most. She fell in love while in the game (that’s not it), she learned that he loved her truly and wasn’t gonna be a jerk to him (that’s still not it), she got his deepest secret of all time like if it’s gonna be known by the whole student body, he’s gonna be real crushed (still), she told the whole student body about the secret. That’s it. What a heartless bitch, right.

And all the guy said after the show, “You’re always gonna be my first love.”

She hurt him. She hurt the one guy she really loved. She hurt the one guy who actually loved her despite her, being such a bitch. She crushed him. She played him.

That’s when I came into my senses that…. I can’t do this. I mean, the plan was too much, I know it was just a fictional story but it really did impact me. Hard. I mean, how could I play the player when I don’t even know who’s I’m playing with? Hell, I don’t even know if I’m playing with someone. Or if I will be playing with someone.

How could I play the player when first of all, I don’t want to hurt people?

That’s the truth, people. I don’t want to hurt people. Mentally, emotionally or physically. Hell, I don’t even know if I can hurt physically with my small frame. But that’s how I always end up being the one who’s hurt. I always sugar coat all the painful things someone did to me so that this other person won’t be hating on that person. And that they would just hate on me instead of that other person. That’s how I get hurt.

I don’t know how long I’m still going to sugar coat everything. I don’t know how long I’m still going to hurt myself. I just don’t know. All I know is that I don’t wanna hurt other people. I don’t wanna play. I don’t want to play the player anymore ‘cause I know I’ll just end up being the one who’s being played with.

Guys, walang famous dito. Ako lang. Ok? Kaya wag na kayo mag-away. Ako lang ang sikat.

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:07:21 +0800

"I do not know how to tell you what I am feeling. You ask, and my tongue strangles itself. It chokes..."

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:07:11 +0800

“

I do not know how to tell you
what I am feeling.

You ask, and
my tongue strangles itself.
It chokes itself silent.

Under my heart,
there is a wellspring
of things I wish I could
tell you, and my tongue
is the cork stoppering
them up. It is the sentinel
warden at the gate, letting
none of the prisoners through.

I wish I could drive a spile
under my ribs
and let it all pour out for you.

”

- “The Traitor Tongue and the Wellspring Heart”, Gabriel Gadfly (via commovente)

makemestfu: So relatable blog :)

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:03:01 +0800

makemestfu:

So relatable blog :)

Why do girls always fall for jerks? :|

Thu, 23 May 2013 14:50:58 +0800

Why do girls always fall for jerks? :|

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Thu, 23 May 2013 13:03:54 +0800

Operation: Heart Breaker

monroetta: ✿following back similar blogs✿

Reblogging random posts cause i want that particular post to just disappear forever.

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gnuliet: hot people are always hotter when you find out how nice they are

nippled: nippled: *throws flower petals at you* be my friend

me: reads fanfic.

i-maqine: b4by-gir4ffe: akahannah: i love this Oh my god...

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22pictures: untitled by Orly V. on Flickr.

book-answers: Hogwarts House Pride

Too scared

Guys, walang famous dito. Ako lang. Ok? Kaya wag na kayo mag-away. Ako lang ang sikat.

"I do not know how to tell you what I am feeling. You ask, and my tongue strangles itself. It chokes..."

makemestfu: So relatable blog :)

Why do girls always fall for jerks? :|

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nippled: nippled: throws flower petals at you be my friend